Friday, July 11, 2008

Still Waiting

So my 38th week came and is going, with no signs of active labor. My body loves to tease though. I'll start cramping and have a few contractions but then after a few hours they wean away. It's so hard this waiting part. I am trying really hard to take this time to reflect and spend time in prayer. I finally feel that I'm in this place of peace and I'm afraid it might be the calm before the storm. How will my spirits hold up in the storm? I can't worry about tomorrow... I shouldn't worry about tomorrow. I need to trust God.

Trusting the Lord is the very thing that I have trouble doing. How do I calm my anxious heart? I have revealed this secret and it is so hard to discipline myself to do. But I have found hope...

Please pray that my labor will be fast and swift and our little girl is healthy...

5 comments:

Beannie's Log said...

You're almost there! It's hard to not think about though, I know. I still have 7 weeks left till my due date and I'm ready to go already, esp in this heat!

Anonymous said...

Ah, I was wondering how you were doing! We're praying for you, your baby and family...and all of you fellow preggers out there! Stay cool and calm - you're doing great! Many blessings!

yellowinter said...

i will. i am. the Lord will be with you.

RBK said...

definitely praying for you and the little one that won't come out :)

jwk said...

i'm praying for you as well. you're almost there!