Sorry, I've been MIA. My dear friend BP is getting married at the end of this month and I've been helping her out. I've been trying hard to be a good bridesmaids. It's been fun and I've been feeling great. But I'm just starting to feel the weight of the baby.

This past Friday night, we, the bridal party, threw her a shower/bachelorette party in the city. We reserved a hotel room at the Sofitel hotel and we had her shower there and then we went out barhopping. BP looked beautiful and she seemed very happy. The GCF girls sure know how to party!

I was having a bit hard time keeping up. It was cold and the girls were walking fast. I was like , " wait for the pregnant lady." ha ha ha It was great fun.

It was a success!

Eventhough I could hear J and E singing and talking to each other until 11pm, they both fell a sleep without crying or running out of the room. It was so cute hearing them laughing and talking. E enjoyed sleeping in her new bed.

E woke up at 7 am. She usually wakes up at 9 on non school days and on school days at 8:30. It just felt so early. So, of course e's crying for me woke J up and they both started their day at 7.

I am so excited that E was so good. I know having J in the same room was a big comfort for her. Baby steps... baby steps.

We decided to bite the bullet and move E out of our bed and into her younger sister's bedroom. We went to Ikea and bought E an adorable toddler bed. So this is the first night that J and E are sleeping in the same room. I hope it works out. I was hoping that J would be ready for a toddler bed by now but I don't want to try just yet. I just want to begin with training them sleeping in the same room together. So far not a peep but yet again, the night is still young.

Since I'm entering into my third trimester soon, I've been stressing and worrying about everything. Home decorating stuff, my brothers moving out, the third baby coming... I've been anxious and I've been trying to lift everything in prayer but it is so hard to do.

I've been so sick the past week. It started out with a mild sore throat and Sunday night I wanted to stick holes in my head to relieve the excruciating pressure in my head. Everytime I'd cough I'd have shooting pains all over my head and down my neck. I couldn't swallow and I had body aches and chills. I usually get over colds in a day or two but by Wednesday, I still was feeling horrible. Hubs had taken the last 3 days off to take care of me and my girls. I guess, he felt an urgency for me to feel better. He made a MD appointment for me. He even lashed out a bit of rage when they refused to see me because I'm a new patient. I haven't been to a doctor since I was 12 except for my ob/gyn. I usually am resilient except for this cold. I can't seem to get rid of.

Well, I saw the doctor and I have the flu with a sinus infection. I'm starting to feel a bit better. I remember enjoying being sick when I was single b/c it was a liable reason to just lazy around. Watch tv/movies all day... mommy cooks me my meals... Being a wife and mom, I feel the pressure to get better. Hopefully, I'll get better soon.