I've been so lazy at updating. Don't think that I don't care to update it's just that I'm so lazy. I want to be able to chronicle so that one day my kids can see how things were but I just need to get off my lazy butt. hahahah I've been working home for a full week and I was bit worried in the beginning because my numbers didn't look good. I need to meet 65 scripts and hour and in house I was going way beyond that but at home I was barely doing 50. I was feeling way to relaxed at home. So yesterday I really worked hard and my numbers looked good. Work is work no matter if it's at home or away. Emma will be starting pre-k and little Jadyn will start nursery school two days a week. Jadyn has been ready. Last spring, she'd cry when Emma went to school and she was left behind. Jadyn is very good in new surroundings. She was very good at our church vacation bible school even when the teachers spoke korean to her. Then this past labor day weekend we went to nYC to visit my brother and my aunt. We went to my aunt's church and we took the girls to their sunday school. There was a primary group and a toddler group. My aunt wanted to put my girls and her daughter who is 7 together in the toddler group. The teachers were like take the 2 older ones to the primary and that if jadyn was going to cry to stay with her. Jadyn brought with her a tiny bunny stuffed animal and she was just holding on to it looking around at the other little 2 to 3 years olds. I sat her down on a little chair and I said to have fun and left. She didn't cry or call for me. I came back an 1hour later and all the teachers were amazed at how well jadyn did. She had a blast. She is so brave and so independent. So different from her sister at that age. It seems like the time is going by faster. I can't believe at how my life has changed. I'm going to try and film and take more pictures of my kids and life. I have memories but if I don't document them it'll be lost. And it'll be just a big blurr.