Thursday, July 05, 2007

Job Interview

I had a job interview today. I've always contemplated going back to work and I wasn't planning to go back this soon but a stay at home position opened up and they are hard to come be. So I called and got an interview.

One of hubs co-workers got hired 10 days ago for the same position and she got hired on the spot. So I half expected them to hire me on the spot but they didn't. So I was a bit bummed about that. He told me that there only a few spots left and he has a few more interviews and they'll let me know next week. Inside I thought... he doesn't like me, he really doesn't like me. I wanted to cry. I think not working for the last 2 years may have hurt me.

If I really don't get the job, it will be what God intended. But... the feeling of rejection is the worst. I take it so personally. It's funny. I wanted to go into acting and in that business you have to have a thick skin because rejection is inevitable. Good thing I didn't pursue that career path. I'm still hoping to get the job and if I do, my family is going to be going through a lot of changes. I hope it won't be too hard for the girls. It's part time so hopefully it won't be too hard juggling work and family.

3 comments:

RBK said...

I hope you get it! I hear you about getting rejected. I got rejected from the program I applied to. I needed a couple weeks to get over it :P But all is well and in God's hands.

Anonymous said...

I'm sure that you did great. No worries -- like you said, God has a plan for you and your family. Praying for you...

Beannie's Log said...

Don't get discouraged bcs they didn't hire you on the spot like the other girl. I'm sure you did great and it's all just standard procedure...you never know..they could call you sooner with the results. I went through the same thing recently. If it's meant to be, it'll happen....all in God's timing and plan.