JD will be 1 month this Friday. It seems like he's been here for awhile longer. This first week without my mother has been hard. Hubs couldn't get off as much as he planned so being home with all 3 kids have been a bit trying. I'm hanging in there knowing that it'll get better. It seems like I started off really well. JD seemed to sleep well at night getting up every 3 hours for a meal and returning back to sleep but starting 2 nights ago, he's been very fussy from 10 pm to 3 am. Breastfeeding seemed to go well in the beginning but now I feel like one breast isn't producing a lot of milk. He prefers the other breast and cries out with the lacking one. Now, one breast is becoming sore so I'm hoping it's not a beginning of an infection. I know, I just need to overcome this hump but man, it is hard. I envy those women who pick up on breastfeeding quickly and have absolutely no problems. I couldn't do it with E but with J, I was able to do it for 15 months. Hopefully, I can do it for at least 6 months with JD.

J really likes the baby, now. Everytime she sees him or hears him, she'll go, " ba beeeeee, Joe---- naaaaaaaaaah!) So cute!! Oh, and she still in her stripping stage. She loves taking off her clothes. I'm just so glad it's only at home.

I wish I could be that woman that can run on low sleep. I need my sleep... I love my sleep....