Sorry I have not been updating as much as I would like to. I am suffering from ....... morning sickness.
yes about a month ago, i found out I was pregnant for the 3rd time. This time, it was such a surprise. I know that it is God's will and I know what he wants but it is so hard to submit.
I can't say that I am unhappy about it but that I am just shocked and I feel so unprepared. I planned my first two and Hubs and I even agreed that we were done at two.
Now as I throw up in my kitchen sick, bowls that I lay around, and toilet bowls, I just can't believe that I have morning sickness again. What about those stories I heard from other women that they only had morning sickness with their first. How can I have it with my third and still feel horrible? The last time I talked to my mother I was telling her that I feel so sick and she tells me it's all in my head and to keep myself busy. I felt like hanging up on her. She only had it once and that was over 30 years ago. How can she possibly remember? It's been over 2 years since I last felt morning sickness and I couldn't remember how horrible it was until now that I'm living it, again.
UGH! I wish I could be that pregnant woman that felt great and didn't feel any different. But there most be a reason...
The phrase I keep telling myself is that "it's a blessing" I know it is but I just feel so ... unprepared. It's getting better that I'm getting over the shock. Poor Hubs was so shocked. We both hung around the house like someone died and my brother, the doc, yelled at us in frustration, " IT'S A BLESSING GUYS, THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO CAN'T EVEN GET PREGNANT! IF YOU REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO GET PREGNANT YOU GUYS WOULD HAVE DONE MORE NOT TO GET PREGNANT!!" True True but for us who got pregnant when we wanted to , we felt a bit out of sorts.
It is a lot better and I am excited to have another baby. I just can't believe I'll be a mother of three. I feel like I barely get by being a mother of two but I know that God will provide and he'd never let this happen if he didn't think we could handle it. That is comforting.
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AHHHHH~~~~~~ I'm sooooo happy for you! I'll email. Too much to say. :) Congratulations to you and Bill! And the girls who has a sibling on the way~
try eating nuts before you go to sleep. keep your stomach full all the time! did you get my email? apples and fresh pineapples help too.;)
oh my goodness! it's baby mania! suddenly, there are pregnant women everywhere! i know how you feel about not planning. it's truly a shock, but there are certainly worse surprises in life! congratulations!
you will be the coolest, hippest mother of 3 out there!
Congrats!!!
Your family is truly blessed! I'm so excited for you!!!
Congrats!!!
Your family is truly blessed! I'm so excited for you!!!
Hey, glad you're back blogging again. And congratulations! Sorry about the morning sickness. Ugh. Okay here's what helped me: ginger tea, lemon drops, and eating small snacks (like cheese and crackers) every couple of hours.
I know it's scary right now, but you can do it. :)
WOW! I wasn't expecting to read that. Congratulations. I hope you start feeling better soon. The first trimester just blows, doesn't it?
I hear that three is the new two ;)
Oh my goodness, Congrats!!! I was totally not expecting to read that! No wonder why you're having those dreams....I was the same...when I was pregnant I had some wild crazy dreams...some too embarassing to write. :)
We're happy for you!!
OH MAH GO---SH!!!
No wonder you and Bill have been booking it shortly after service! Haha... CONGRATULATIONS and I hope you're feeling better soon!!! Baby McG - can we PLEASE nickname her/him that? - is so lucky to have such awesome parents!
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